So yeah, this has nothing to do with the above subject but it's not like I really care. Rink has just 'accused' me of being an 'existencialism' follower. Meaning I question my existance and the reason of it.
The fact that this has a term makes me angry. I don't want to belong to that or anything of that kind. It's stupid really. It's all his fault. But I don't want to get into that since that will depress me and I'm already a sorry soul as it is.
I'm really sick and tired of being like I am currently so starting from tomorrow, I'll take a vow of silence, atleast for 24 hours straight. I need to achieve and recover back, that part of what I believed was me.
I write him letters and the bastard doesn't even bother to reply. I'm physically and mentally exhausted... I have reached that point and I'm tired of it. Not him. IT. The way my life is going. I really feel he's being a dick and not even taking me into consideration. Then again I look at Vero and well...
But that's the thing! that's his system! that little bugger *shakes fist*
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