I'm not used to being back. Feels as if this is a baby I have to take care of, feeding it words so it doesn't die on me. Hmm. I'm all alone at home [it's tradition] and Rink is at the office working... or reading smut... or playing in his laptop. Whichever really. And since I'm all alone, with nothing better to do than chat online and write here... I'll do it good.
A small update on my life. [Hold on to your pony].
I dunno where to start. For starters, I'm no longer single but I guess you all know THAT by now. If not, dumbasses, read previous posts. My Rink... ahhh... feels so good to say that! *feels devilish* eat your heart out stinkin' DELTONS! HAH.
Ahem, sorry. That was my inmaturity. I'm sure you'll get acquainted with it soon enough.
I worked as Rink's bodyguard after a while. Technically I'm still under-contract. It fits my personality quite well: protective, obsessive, zealous, jealous, possessive, *insert more adjectives*[sp?]... and currently, I'm unemployed because I do absolutely nothing the whole day other than wake up, eat, do something random, wait for Rink to get here then dedicate all my time to Rink.
Hmm, I just thought of condoms. Heh. I don't use those anymore *evuuul*
Yes, I'm your basic little housewife. Anyone has a problem with it can fuck me. Oh no wait. Bad me. That's no longer allowed. *evuul again*
And I moved. We live in Detroit, not Boston. Too much crap in Boston, too many painful events and painful everything to keep on living there. Not to mention a very annoying human being stalking MY Rink. *glare* I'm a big anti-change person [again, you don't know that what on earth are you doing here? ¬¬] but this was necessary.
Oh yeah, allow me clear out something. I may come out as mean, sarcastic and all that to you. Don't worry. That's who I am. Get used to it. *sticks tongue out*
God, this inmaturity is getting on my nerves >:|
Considering that I'm all alone... bored... I got myself involved in this big project. It's big, very big. I mean. I have no other words other than BIG to describe it. I have my vision and it's on the works. You'll find out soon enough, trust me. I have been working on it for a while now.
I rejoined my band. "Acronym". I'm not exactly desperate for activity but they are desperate for a member [more specifically, moi]. I've written a few songs so, why not?
"If I only had one life to live
Wouldn't it be easier to die today
No past to hold and no future to give
Dust the star left in the way
But if that would have been so
Let myself believe that this life is not mine
I would die without knowing
That 'love' is not enough
That 'love' is beyond me now
What I feel for you is not merely love
Beyond songs and poetry, beyond sun-bathed skies
Beyond flowers and sugar-coated lies
..."
I'll leave my inspirational flow here. My eyes hurt and I'm starved. Must catch Rink for some lunch. I have complicated concept for songs and I really hate it when words are not enough.
There. No complaining people. A real post! and long too!
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