I'm so fucking mad. I have this big ass headache mixed up with this big ass short of breath thing along with RINK internet flirting. Dude... don't you know ANYTHING?! why... of course not. Since we met little Alice, which I think he likes or something, oh by the by, I'm paranoid, he's been focusing on her as an excuse to ignore me. ARGH.
I'm a JEALOUS person. J-E-A-L-O-U-S. I'm an attention whore and I need people to LOVE me or atleast treat me-- you know what. If you don't know this, then fuck you. I'm sure as hell not going to tell you. Go fuck a tree.
ARGH. Violence. Violence. Must do therapy. Pills. Something. Must cool. Must be calm. Think happy violent thoughts. Ok bad. Damn, where's a shrink when you need one?
::EDIT:: later that morning... 8 am...
We made up. Woo.
The end.
Ok no. That's not the end. It was great actually. I just hate talking about my happy stuff because then people will envy me and jinx me. Whatever.
We had a big -little- fight over nothing very relevant, other than I'm a big jealous freak and Rink is a very possessive person and doesn't want me to flirt but he can. Yes. You can stop laughing at us. We're adorable in our own way.
After I apologized and he apologized, we had great love making. Sex I mean. Ok. Both. I love him damnit so I can be corny! uh-oh, mah lover is stirring. Must tend to his needs.
And yes, I love you fans so much that I only wake up to update you.
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