At the current time I don't have a subject idea....

Caterina and Rink are back from France. They brought me souveniers... yay. Delton is being a dickhead, thinking that I'm actually going to let him and Caterina to be alone in the same room >_> I'm honestly considering setting up some bodyguards with rifles in front of Caterina's dorm room and four on each side to escort her to wherever she wants to go. Atleast I'd give her the freedom she wants so no harm done >)

Ashley has been going gaga for Rink, to the point that you mention his name and she starts reciting the wedding nupcial all on her own. I really don't understand Rink and I won't try to... I can't afford brain damage at this point. It's true what Vero says, this thing is turning out to be a big soap opera and I don't want any part of it.

We are all getting together to play Smash Bros. and go to the movies, to which I publically announce, everyone pays for the stuff they want! You want a hotdog, you pay it, you want popcorn you pay, you want a whore, you have got to pay too.

I'm sleepy so I'll go back to sleeping on the couch... Delton woke me up this morning by raising the volume of the stereo so high, I'm not surprised if all of Boston heard it all. >< I should kick his ass for that... but I'll be cool, I'll get my revenge this afternoon. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

*fade out, laughing like a maniac*

The world is square, triangle, circular, rectangular... it depends on the way YOU look at it.

What's with the subject headline? You could say I hit my head against the door once or twice today, or maybe that I'm suffering from an optimistic flea bite or that I just feel plain old sick. None of the above are true... except for the first one. Anyways, today it has been quite uneventful so I decided to go to a nearby phsycological institute and look at crazy people bang their heads against the walls. Close but no, I would have free access considering my sperm donor is a psychiatrist. I went to a plaza. I sat in one of the benches, drinking Dr. Pepper and I started to watch people [stare at them is more like it]. It's just funny the way girls fight with their cheating boyfriends over the phone, how the moms scold their kids, using their favorite weapon, guilt. They ask ask what would his/her friends think if they saw him/her crying, and then they ask why is it that people try so hard to impress others. Perhaps that's because it's the way they were raised to think.

I'm a firm believer that what people think is crap. They try everything in their power to sabotage your existance, make it more miserable for the sake of seeing you suffer... there are hardly any people with a kind heart that like you not because you have money, or you are hot, or you have a cool car but just because you are you. Yet I am not looking for love nor a steady relationship. I just feel bad for those people who go on looking for their so-called "soulmate". I believe in no such thing. This will probably come back and bite me in the ass later. How can there be a person for each of us if the women population overpowers that of the men? Does it mean there can be bigamy? Or homosexuality?

I am honestly annoyed by lovesick fools (aka Ashley). I swear, their motto must be "Je vois la vie en roseee..." because they find everything ever so beautiful and ever so perfect just because they think that the other person like them... or whatever. It's just sickening to us healthy people.

Funny thing is, my mind seemed to drift off in thought while I was sitting on the bench. I didn't notice when it started to rain until my vision got blurry. Though I just sat there. For some weird reason, the rain felt comforting, welcoming. After I got real soaked, you know, that's the third bath of the day for me... I returned to campus. Now, I'm sitting down on my bed with blankets wrapped around me and a pouch of ice on my head. Common cold ¬¬ Benjamin is arriving tomorrow from his family trip to New York City... hopefully I'll be able to stand, not have the cramps I am having plus my nose defrosted so I can go and pick him up. You know. I AM his private chauffer... cheap-@$$.

Quotes for all you happy people...

From here:

"When you see a light at the end of the tunnel, make sure it does not get any brighter. It could just be the headlight of an oncoming train."

"Failure is not an option. It is a privilege reserved only for those who try."

"There is no need to lie your way through life, just keep the truth at a safe distance."

"Money makes the world go around. Love just barely keeps it from blowing up."

"That thought got ran over as it was crossing my mind."

"I have all the answers, it's just that most of them aren't right."

"You know you're a loser when you try to sell your soul to the devil and he asks you for your credit card number."

"I found my dreams but they found somebody else."

"Indifference is the universal currency of this world"

"While some people need friends, most people just need someone they can be better than."

"Your brain is like a vacume cleaner. It sucks when you have to use it."

"Leaving a message on an answering machine gets as much results as sticking the phone in the toilet and flushing it."

"Ignorance has brought me much more happiness than knowledge."

On other things, I found this store called Despair and it's officially my store. Seriously. So me.