I feel... strangely detached. I hooked up with Benjamin after the most frustrating 13 hours of my existence. I H*A*T*E planes, I really do. I hate airports and all that crap. I hate to think that I have to go back into one to go home.
Meh.
It was unexpected seeing Benjamin waiting for me at the airport. Refreshing, it's true. It was nice seeing a familiar face among all those people with long and expectant expressions. We took off and crashed in his place in Manhattan. I told him I was going to stay somewhere else but then I didn't care about getting away from Acronym's manager. The guy gets on my nerves, I hate him and there is no way he's gonna get around harrassing on my stay in New York. Fuck him. He can fuck himself with a microphone for all I care.
I need a vacation. We have a concert the 31st in Madison Square Garden to say buh-bye to the Old Year and welcome the New Year. Perhaps the only time in this trip that I'll see Acronym.
After that we stay for three more days and then we go back home.
Went to the Benjamin-- I mean Rockefeller Center and shopped around for Ben's present. It's a tradition. We buy our gifts after the 25th to take advantage of the massive sales. I bought him a new watch and he bought me a new wallet. Mine was all crammy. Sad.
I miss home.
I miss Caterina and I wonder if she's nearby. I haven't heard from her in ages.
I miss Rink too.
I wonder how Rink is. Probably too absorbed in his snow and skiing and doing all those fancy things he loves doing.
No snow here. Boo.
I feel lost. I feel out of it. I walked all the way from 5th Avenue to Chambers St, because I was so off in my thoughts... and the best part was that I didn't notice crap. Aren't I amazing? ;) [for those who are ignorant, they are quite far from each other, I mean I went from Midtown to Lower Manhattan].
No plans for tomorrow. I'll probably just mope around and wonder what and when am I going to write something for Rink...
Hmmm... Ben got home. He bought Eggo for breakfast. You'd think he would have a chef or something -_-;
I want yogurt, I'll go to my room and be random now.